©2009-2019 Aimelle
I guess for me it really isn’t a song but more of an artist; Evanescence. Especially more during my “darker” times in life, it was just something I would have blasting through my house because it just made me feel better. It made me feel less alone. If I had to pick one or two songs from the whole band, it would be ‘Field of Innocence’ or ‘Lithium’. I don’t know why I would go to those two specifically, but it just let me feel what I needed to feel, even if that had to be for a couple of weeks.
Field of Innocence was me wishing to go back to easier days for me. I think I found that song around my junior year of high school, or at least really started listening to it. It had such deep meaning into it, because it seemed like everything was so hard and nothing was going to get better. I wanted to go back to the times I was happier. I was feeling better about myself.
Lithium on the other hand, was just because I was so sad, depressed, something and I’m still not sure what it was to this day. But I just was so wrapped around all of my emotions and part of me felt like I needed to stay there because I deserved it, but the other part of me thought that maybe I should let it go and come back from the depths of the water. It was really hard on me, and I just related to this song so deeply because I knew exactly how it felt. When I go back to it now, I don’t feel it as deeply anymore, but it holds familiarity to it.
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